只要你相信「有某些你必須做的事」(there is something that you have to do)，
As long as you believe there is something that you have to do, you will struggle to find out what it is, and then struggle further to achieve it.
Achievement will become your god. Indeed, it already has.
Yet, if doing the right things brings you happiness and allows you to go home to God, why has all the striving to do those things felt so unhappy, and seemed so surely to be leading you away from God?
And, perhaps even more important, how will it be determined whether or not all of this was worth it?
By what measure, by what system, will it be decided if the Requirement has been met?